1:40 AM

(notice: tw for mentions of suicide, self harm and mental health struggles. all of this is just a ramble of my own thoughts and opinions, sorry if you disagree or if i offended you in any way. i’m not meaning to hurt anyone.) would you look at that? awake in the middle of the night.Continue reading “1:40 AM”

nonsense words

i’ve been forced to face most of my fears today, one after one then the other. i woke up in darkness surrounded by ghosts black white and yellow and red i couldn’t call for help; my battery was dead some sickness had entered by body and weathered me down in my sleep i was weak.Continue reading “nonsense words”

my head hurts

i shouldn’t be awake but it’s way too late to try to fall asleep it’s too quiet but a laptop screen can keep good company am i the only one with my bedroom lights on is anyone else awake? i hit my skull on a hole in the wall and now i have a headache.Continue reading “my head hurts”

poisoned (a poetic short?)

last night i had a dream that i was poisoned by someone who used to be a close friend of mine. i woke up sad, but not alarmed, not quite surprised. i slid on my socks and rolled up my blinds. it was still dark out, i could just barely see the outlines of theContinue reading “poisoned (a poetic short?)”


he didn’t eat for forty days or sleep for forty nights he stood atop his sailing boat and watched the lightning strike searching for a paper town she crumbled in her bed underneath the insulation torn above her head lamp still on he stayed awake and worried himself sick trying to decipher if it wasContinue reading “runaway”

random untitled post #3

i’m feeling a little bit lost at the moment. (aren’t we all.) i wish i had some cool words to say. or a neat picture with a thought provoking message. but unfortunately the last thing i want to do right now is think (although it’s pretty hard to avoid) so it could be a whileContinue reading “random untitled post #3”


somewhere on the floor of a granite tile ocean a castover sits quiet thinking listening to the water drip drip (drip) because. he is here on this planet and it’s driving him insane. he tried. he promises HE TRIED. . but the granite tile ocean turned bruising purple-black and it’s saying lies beautiful lovely liesContinue reading “castover”


wake up. you button your shirt. you look into a glass. you’re a disaster. but there’s no time. you’re in my story now. talk about yourself . they don’t wanna hear it. breathe your day in no detail you stop on a sidewalk on the way to your car to pick a little flower peekingContinue reading “overcast”

our hometown’s in the dark

the busy streets of the city i’m from were dark and bleak the sky was numb i said to everyone let’s move away somewhere brighter where we can feel safe away to the forest into the day streetlight posts were guiding the way all was in color i was in love i chose the placeContinue reading “our hometown’s in the dark”

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